I find myself lying in bed at night with blog posts running through my head. Lucky for all of you, I don't write everything I think about! The time I spend trying to fall asleep after a long day at the hospital is definitely the most difficult. First of all, I'm in bed all alone, without even Hallie or Chance to cheer me up, and second, I have just left Jeff alone in the hospital. (Not that I don't trust the doctors and nurses to take good care of him, but I really like to be double-checking everything they do. I'm probably a most annoying person to have around. The bone marrow coordinator even brings a textbook with him when he comes to talk to us, because I've stumped him a couple of times with questions he wasn't comfortable answering.)
Anyway, Jeff's white count is down to almost nothing. Everyone who enters his room wears a mask, which means I have a mask on all day long. Which, I don't mind too much anymore - it covers up my puffy face! I really hope all of this puffiness goes away soon after the baby is born. Back to Jeff...he's still feeling okay, and his mucousitis hasn't gotten too much worse. He's still eating -- 5 fruit cups, 4 ice cream sandwiches and part of his hospital-prepared supper yesterday. Overall, things are going as expected. The docs say he probably will get some sort of fever over the next week or so, but I'm hoping that we can skip that part this time.
Although the next two weeks are crucial to Jeff's recovery, we still have a long road ahead of us. The 6 to 12 months following a transplant are also important to his long-term recovery, as Jeff's immune system has a long way to go before it can be considered even close to normal. In a year or so, he'll even need to be re-vaccinated for everything from measles to polio. But I guess we just need to take it day by day...
Monday, December 31, 2007
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Day +2
As expected, Jeff's counts are dropping and he is actually receiving a transfusion of red blood as I write this. He generally handles the transfusions without any side effects, so let us all hope that trend continues. I'm guessing that tomorrow he'll need a good dose of platelets, as they are keeping his clotting cells higher this round to prevent any more hemorrhaging incidents in his eyes.
To slow down the engraphment of Mark's cells, Jeff has received a dose of methotrexate (a type of chemotherapy when used in high enough doses), and will receive two more over the next 4 days. This will help to reduce the symptoms of graph vs. host disease in the early days of recovery. Unfortunately, it will probably also increase the severity of the mouth sores that Jeff is beginning to get. If all goes well, Days +3 to +8 will probably be the most uncomfortable for him, so I'm going to try to keep my spirits high so that he doesn't get too depressed. (This is easier said than done, but I'll do my best.)
Oh - I went to my new OB again this week, and everything is looking good. My belly is measuring exactly where it should be, the baby's head is down, and my blood pressure is low. Baby Eckert has very active days, and pretty laid back days...this makes me think he has a good bit of both mine and Jeff's personalities. Let's hope for everybody's sake that he leans towards Jeff's!
To slow down the engraphment of Mark's cells, Jeff has received a dose of methotrexate (a type of chemotherapy when used in high enough doses), and will receive two more over the next 4 days. This will help to reduce the symptoms of graph vs. host disease in the early days of recovery. Unfortunately, it will probably also increase the severity of the mouth sores that Jeff is beginning to get. If all goes well, Days +3 to +8 will probably be the most uncomfortable for him, so I'm going to try to keep my spirits high so that he doesn't get too depressed. (This is easier said than done, but I'll do my best.)
Oh - I went to my new OB again this week, and everything is looking good. My belly is measuring exactly where it should be, the baby's head is down, and my blood pressure is low. Baby Eckert has very active days, and pretty laid back days...this makes me think he has a good bit of both mine and Jeff's personalities. Let's hope for everybody's sake that he leans towards Jeff's!
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Transplant: Day Zero
The transfer of 5 million of Mark's stem cells into Jeff's body went off without a hitch. He was a bit nervous, and felt a little strange as the doc pushed the cells through his central line, but overall the process of transplantation was quite anti-climactic.
Over the next several days, Jeff's blood counts will continue to drop, and preventing infection will be top priority. He'll also begin to feel some of the residual effects of the monster doses of chemo that he received last week.
Over the next several days, Jeff's blood counts will continue to drop, and preventing infection will be top priority. He'll also begin to feel some of the residual effects of the monster doses of chemo that he received last week.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Merry Christmas
It's day -2 here in Hershey, and Jeff is getting his last big dose of chemo for Christmas. As I mentioned before, the nauseating stuff started yesterday, so Jeff isn't feeling all that great right now. But, we're getting closer to the big transplant day, which means we're closer to getting out of here. So, right now we're just taking things day-by-day.
The therapy regimen that Jeff is receiving is a sleeping giant. Although he hasn't felt too poorly yet, the real side effects haven't kicked in yet. In fact, all of his blood counts are still in the normal range, and won't start dropping until a couple days post-transplant. In the mean time, generations of cells are being killed off, which will deplete his bone marrow until it's just about empty of all cellular life. This will give Mark's stem cells the opportunity to find their way to Jeff's bones and start to make blood without a fight from Jeff's immune system.
As for me, I'm still feeling okay, albeit a little uncomfortable. My clothes aren't fitting all that well anymore, and Dad and Rich want to buy me some camoflauge suspenders to help keep my pants up. I guess there are some things about being pregnant that you can't really appreciate until you're actually experiencing them yourself.
The therapy regimen that Jeff is receiving is a sleeping giant. Although he hasn't felt too poorly yet, the real side effects haven't kicked in yet. In fact, all of his blood counts are still in the normal range, and won't start dropping until a couple days post-transplant. In the mean time, generations of cells are being killed off, which will deplete his bone marrow until it's just about empty of all cellular life. This will give Mark's stem cells the opportunity to find their way to Jeff's bones and start to make blood without a fight from Jeff's immune system.
As for me, I'm still feeling okay, albeit a little uncomfortable. My clothes aren't fitting all that well anymore, and Dad and Rich want to buy me some camoflauge suspenders to help keep my pants up. I guess there are some things about being pregnant that you can't really appreciate until you're actually experiencing them yourself.
Friday, December 21, 2007
Day (-) 6
Well, this morning I cried when I re-read my post from last night. So, I apologize if I caused any other tears out there. But, along with keeping this blog updated for everyone else, I also use it as therapy for myself, and I'd like it to be a true representation of how I am feeling as we stumble through this part of our life.
By the end of today, Jeff will have gotten 10 of his 16 doses of busulfan. He's starting to feel slightly run-down, but is still functioning quite normally. We had some good laughs today, and his spirits are still pretty high. We spent much of this evening researching vacation spots on the internet...although it will be quite a while before Jeff is feeling up to a vacation, I'm finding that looking forward to a happy future is quite comforting.
Jeff did mention that he is noticing some significant improvement to the spot he sees in his right eye. Hopefully, the bleed will continue to re-absorb, and his vision will completely recover.
By the end of today, Jeff will have gotten 10 of his 16 doses of busulfan. He's starting to feel slightly run-down, but is still functioning quite normally. We had some good laughs today, and his spirits are still pretty high. We spent much of this evening researching vacation spots on the internet...although it will be quite a while before Jeff is feeling up to a vacation, I'm finding that looking forward to a happy future is quite comforting.
Jeff did mention that he is noticing some significant improvement to the spot he sees in his right eye. Hopefully, the bleed will continue to re-absorb, and his vision will completely recover.
Late Night at the Hospital
If we go back three or four months, Jeff and I can both distinctly remember thinking about how lucky we were. Happily married, expecting our first baby and in good health - we both knew enough not to take our lives for granted. We lived each day to the fullest, remembered to laugh together, and looked forward to a future that included at least a couple of kids.
Now, I can’t help but mourn for a life that did not include worrying about whether or not Jeff will be cured of his AML, or a life that did not include graph versus host disease, immuno-suppression, and endless doctor visits. I can’t help but mourn for the loss of excitement that a first baby should be bringing us, or for the happiness that we should have been allowed to share with this new baby.
I struggle each day in a futile attempt not to feel sorry for myself. I honestly can’t think of anyone who deserves this situation less than Jeff does, and I can’t help but think of all we are missing while we whittle away the 4th quarter of 2007 in a hospital room, wondering what sort of calamity the next day will bring.
I do NOT believe that everything happens for a reason. Some things just happen, and the only thing that really matters is your reaction to the situation. I suppose everything I’ve written today would lead one to think that I’m not responding very well. However, I’m finding out that dealing with a life-threatening illness is a lot like dealing with death. Grief, whether it’s for death or the loss of good health, is a process. You need to work through the shock, anger, disbelief and sadness before you can really move on.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Transplant: Day (-) 8
The results of last week's biopsy show that Jeff is now in remission, which is exactly where we wanted him to be. The transplant process started today around 5 pm, with his first dose of busulfan. He'll receive 15 more doses over the next 4 days. They'll follow with 1 dose of cyclophosphamide on Christmas Eve, and one on Christmas Day, which will end the chemotherapy regimen and completely wipe out his immune system.
December 27th will be called Day Zero, and will consist of the transfusion of Mark's stem cells into Jeff's blood stream. This will also be around the time that Jeff starts to feel the unpleasant side-effects of the chemo. With any luck, he won't feel too horrible, and won't get any infections, but that is probably hoping for a little too much.
Some time around Day +14 to +17 post-transfusion, Mark's cells should be functioning inside of Jeff's body, and barring complications, he'll be discharged. In any case, our main goal is to get him out of the hospital before the baby makes an appearance. Because I'm 36 weeks along, the timing is a little tight. I really hope the baby isn't in any big hurry!
Mail can be sent to:
Hershey Medical Center
500 University Drive
Hershey, PA 17033
Attn: Jeff Eckert, Room 7220
December 27th will be called Day Zero, and will consist of the transfusion of Mark's stem cells into Jeff's blood stream. This will also be around the time that Jeff starts to feel the unpleasant side-effects of the chemo. With any luck, he won't feel too horrible, and won't get any infections, but that is probably hoping for a little too much.
Some time around Day +14 to +17 post-transfusion, Mark's cells should be functioning inside of Jeff's body, and barring complications, he'll be discharged. In any case, our main goal is to get him out of the hospital before the baby makes an appearance. Because I'm 36 weeks along, the timing is a little tight. I really hope the baby isn't in any big hurry!
Mail can be sent to:
Hershey Medical Center
500 University Drive
Hershey, PA 17033
Attn: Jeff Eckert, Room 7220
Friday, December 14, 2007
Next Week
Jeff will be admitted back into the hospital on December 19th for his bone marrow (aka stem cell) transplant. He's expected to be a guest at Hershey Medical Center for about 25 days. The first week or so will consist of very intensive chemotherapy, which is meant to completely wipe out Jeff's immune system. The chemo will be followed with the transfusion of Mark's stem cells, which will probably take about 10 days to start making new blood in Jeff's body. During the interim, Jeff will need transfusions of red blood to carry oxygen and platelets to prevent bleeding. White blood cells do not get transfused, so once again, Jeff will be very susceptible to infection. After Mark's cells start working to produce blood, they will see Jeff's body as foreign, and to some extent, will attack his organs. This phenomenon is termed "Graph Vs. Host Disease" or GVHD for short. (The "graph" is Mark's cells and the "host" is Jeff.)
Hopefully, because Mark is an identical related donor, and Jeff is young and strong, the GVHD will be minimal. However, there is no sure-fire way to predict how Mark's immune system is going to react to Jeff's body. Although GVHD can, in severe cases, be life threatening, it also works to keep leukemia cells from flourishing. So, a mild case of GVHD is actually a good thing, and is linked to lower relapse rates.
After Jeff's counts recover and the GVHD is under control, Jeff will be discharged from the hospital to his sister's house, where we will need to stay while he is monitored several times a week by the Hershey docs. When they are comfortable enough with his progress, we'll be allowed to come home.
I'll be posting a mailing address for Jeff as soon as I have a room number. I'm sure he'll appreciate any notes of encouragement, but please do not send fresh fruits or flowers. Immuno-suppressed patients are limited by what they can eat and touch - both fruit and flowers can harbor bacteria that may be harmful to his recovery.
Hopefully, because Mark is an identical related donor, and Jeff is young and strong, the GVHD will be minimal. However, there is no sure-fire way to predict how Mark's immune system is going to react to Jeff's body. Although GVHD can, in severe cases, be life threatening, it also works to keep leukemia cells from flourishing. So, a mild case of GVHD is actually a good thing, and is linked to lower relapse rates.
After Jeff's counts recover and the GVHD is under control, Jeff will be discharged from the hospital to his sister's house, where we will need to stay while he is monitored several times a week by the Hershey docs. When they are comfortable enough with his progress, we'll be allowed to come home.
I'll be posting a mailing address for Jeff as soon as I have a room number. I'm sure he'll appreciate any notes of encouragement, but please do not send fresh fruits or flowers. Immuno-suppressed patients are limited by what they can eat and touch - both fruit and flowers can harbor bacteria that may be harmful to his recovery.
Friday, December 07, 2007
Home
Like Dorothy said, "There's no place like home," and we're glad to be back.
We'll be here until around the 20th, when Jeff will be re-admitted to start the transplant procedure. While we're home, he can have visitors, but please stay home if you're sick or have been around sick people. We'd like to have Jeff as healthy as possible before the procedure starts.
Once again, thanks for all of the support!
We'll be here until around the 20th, when Jeff will be re-admitted to start the transplant procedure. While we're home, he can have visitors, but please stay home if you're sick or have been around sick people. We'd like to have Jeff as healthy as possible before the procedure starts.
Once again, thanks for all of the support!
Monday, December 03, 2007
Back in Hershey
After a much needed weekend at home, we're back in Hershey for a few days. Today, Jeff needed to have his heart and lungs evaluated so that the insurance company will preapprove the transplant. On Wednesday, we have an appointment with the oncologist to further discuss the transplant and to have another bone marrow biopsy performed.
Jeff has been getting a little stronger every day, but I don't think anything helped him as much as Hallie and Chance's overwhelming show of affection towards him on Friday night. They took their turns on his lap to kiss and hug him and then all three of them spent Saturday cuddled on the couch. With love like that, he couldn't help but feel better.
Jeff has been getting a little stronger every day, but I don't think anything helped him as much as Hallie and Chance's overwhelming show of affection towards him on Friday night. They took their turns on his lap to kiss and hug him and then all three of them spent Saturday cuddled on the couch. With love like that, he couldn't help but feel better.
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Almost Home
Well, actually, we are home for the weekend. Jeff's counts have recovered to the point where he is no longer taking any medications, his platelets and white blood cells are rising on their own, and his red blood is holding steady. He's starting to feel much better, except for the pesty spot he still sees in his right eye, which we are told is just going to take a while to resolve itself.
Anyway, we will be home until Monday morning, when we have to travel back to Hershey for some pre-transplant testing. By Wednesday afternoon, we should be able to come back home until around the 20th, when Jeff will admitted for the transplant.
Anyway, we will be home until Monday morning, when we have to travel back to Hershey for some pre-transplant testing. By Wednesday afternoon, we should be able to come back home until around the 20th, when Jeff will admitted for the transplant.
Monday, November 26, 2007
OB Appointment and Other Stuff
I made another trip home this weekend to go to my doctor's appointment and get some work done at the plant. I am 32 weeks + 5 days into the pregnancy, and according to today's ultrasound estimates, Baby Einstein (okay - I'm giving in and calling the baby "Einstein" for Paula's sake) weighs in at around 5 lbs. He/She has settled into the preferred birthing position and has a heartbeat of 140 beats per minute. Today was probably my last appointment in Saint Marys, because I'll most likely be delivering in Hershey. Jeff's sister has set me up with her OB...so at least he'll be familiar to her and I'll have seen him once or twice before the baby is born (hopefully). Anyway, with about 7 weeks to go, I'm still feeling very well (physically).
My family and friends held a baby shower on Einstein's behalf on Saturday. We got an amazing array of baby-related necessities for which we are very grateful. I also came home to a newly painted nursery, thanks to Paula, Danielle, Brenda, Chris, Rhonda, and Jen.
I also want to thank everyone again for the support you're giving Jeff through your cards and gifts. Everything is very much appreciated and we couldn't get through this ordeal without all of the help.
Jeff's blood counts are now on the way back up. The final results of the spinal tap came back a-okay, and he had enough energy today to do some laps around the house. Hopefully, we'll continue to see improvement every day, so that he is feeling fairly strong at transplant time.
My family and friends held a baby shower on Einstein's behalf on Saturday. We got an amazing array of baby-related necessities for which we are very grateful. I also came home to a newly painted nursery, thanks to Paula, Danielle, Brenda, Chris, Rhonda, and Jen.
I also want to thank everyone again for the support you're giving Jeff through your cards and gifts. Everything is very much appreciated and we couldn't get through this ordeal without all of the help.
Jeff's blood counts are now on the way back up. The final results of the spinal tap came back a-okay, and he had enough energy today to do some laps around the house. Hopefully, we'll continue to see improvement every day, so that he is feeling fairly strong at transplant time.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Discharged (Again)
Jeff was discharged today around noon. His temperature is now better controlled than last week. He's still feeling pretty weak, but we are told this should begin to improve soon.
Happy Thanksgiving.
Happy Thanksgiving.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
More News
The stress that Jeff and I endured on Monday makes this post pretty difficult for me to write, but we did get some good news, too...so I feel the need to share the information.
While we sat at Day Hospital waiting to be re-admitted for another fever, Jeff suddenly started to see a spot in the middle of his right eye. Upon telling the doctor on call what was happening, we got rushed to CT scan so they could take a look at his head. We were told that it could be a number of things, many of them quite serious. Waiting for the results of the scan was almost as bad as the days leading up to Jeff's initial surgery. Luckily, the scan showed no problems, so the docs called upon the ophthalmologists to take a look at his eyes. It turns out that because of Jeff's low platelet count, he has small bleeds in both of them. One of them happens to be in the center of his right eye, causing the spot that he is still seeing today. We have been told that this should clear up on its own, but it will take several weeks. If it does not clear up on its own, there is absolutely nothing medical science can do for it.
On Tuesday, Jeff had his spine tapped so that his fluid could be tested to determine whether or not leukemia is present there. Preliminary results show that his fluid looks completely normal, so I've decided to stop worrying about that.
The other major news from Tuesday came from the Transplant Coordinator. It turns out that Jeff's brother, Mark, is a very good match. Plans are to proceed with transplant in mid-December.
More later....
While we sat at Day Hospital waiting to be re-admitted for another fever, Jeff suddenly started to see a spot in the middle of his right eye. Upon telling the doctor on call what was happening, we got rushed to CT scan so they could take a look at his head. We were told that it could be a number of things, many of them quite serious. Waiting for the results of the scan was almost as bad as the days leading up to Jeff's initial surgery. Luckily, the scan showed no problems, so the docs called upon the ophthalmologists to take a look at his eyes. It turns out that because of Jeff's low platelet count, he has small bleeds in both of them. One of them happens to be in the center of his right eye, causing the spot that he is still seeing today. We have been told that this should clear up on its own, but it will take several weeks. If it does not clear up on its own, there is absolutely nothing medical science can do for it.
On Tuesday, Jeff had his spine tapped so that his fluid could be tested to determine whether or not leukemia is present there. Preliminary results show that his fluid looks completely normal, so I've decided to stop worrying about that.
The other major news from Tuesday came from the Transplant Coordinator. It turns out that Jeff's brother, Mark, is a very good match. Plans are to proceed with transplant in mid-December.
More later....
Friday, November 16, 2007
Discharged
Jeff was discharged from the hospital this evening. He's on a new antibiotic that should help take care of the residual infection that is still causing a low-grade fever. He's still feeling run-down, but much better than he has in quite a while.
The bone marrow biopsy came back clean, which means that the second round of chemo did its job. They've started him on growth factor to get his white count back up, and the rest of his blood counts should also start to recover. If his blood recovers without a measurable amount of leukemic cells, they'll call it a remission. However AML remissions are generally short-lived at this point in the treatment. So, if one of Jeff's siblings is a match, they'll proceed with a bone marrow transplant as soon as possible. If there is no sibling-match, we'll go to the bone marrow registry to search for an unrelated donor, and Jeff will have consolidation chemotherapy in the mean time to keep the leukemia at bay.
The baby must know that his/her Daddy just got past the first step of treatment, because he/she has been kicking up a storm today. Baby Eckert should be making an appearance in about 8 weeks.
The bone marrow biopsy came back clean, which means that the second round of chemo did its job. They've started him on growth factor to get his white count back up, and the rest of his blood counts should also start to recover. If his blood recovers without a measurable amount of leukemic cells, they'll call it a remission. However AML remissions are generally short-lived at this point in the treatment. So, if one of Jeff's siblings is a match, they'll proceed with a bone marrow transplant as soon as possible. If there is no sibling-match, we'll go to the bone marrow registry to search for an unrelated donor, and Jeff will have consolidation chemotherapy in the mean time to keep the leukemia at bay.
The baby must know that his/her Daddy just got past the first step of treatment, because he/she has been kicking up a storm today. Baby Eckert should be making an appearance in about 8 weeks.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Par for the Course
Just like the doctor predicted, Jeff ended up back in the hospital because of a fever. He was admitted Monday night, and because he was still running a temp this afternoon, he'll be there through tomorrow (at a minimum). They've been pumping him with various antibiotics through his central line, and culturing his blood to see which one he needs next. His counts were finally low enough yesterday to necessitate a blood transfusion, which apparently does wonders for him, and he woke up feeling pretty well today (although still mildly feverish). I think Jeff enjoys receiving blood almost as much as he likes drinking beer.
Today was day +13 of his second round of chemo, so the docs came around to tap into his hip bone for more marrow. We'll know tomorrow or Friday what the next step will be.
Today was day +13 of his second round of chemo, so the docs came around to tap into his hip bone for more marrow. We'll know tomorrow or Friday what the next step will be.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Nothing New
There's nothing really new to report here. We had a couple of rough days, because Jeff is pretty wiped out. Luckily, the residual nausea seems to have settled down, and he's a bit more comfortable than he has been.
We still spend every other day at the hospital, so Jeff's blood can be tested to determine whether or not he needs to be transfused. The extra blood does seem to help his energy level, but they don't transfuse until the counts are pretty low.
All this time in the hospital gives me lots of time to read and last week, I finished a book called, The Thirteenth Tale by Diane Setterfield. It's her first novel, and I enjoyed it immensely. I'll look forward to reading her future work. On the other hand, I also read, Cesar's Way by Cesar Millan. He's the star of the tv show, Dog Whisperer. Anyway, I thought the book was a big waste of time. I'm not sure why it's a New York Times Bestseller.
Speaking of dogs, Dad actually admitted that Hallie hunted better than Brady on Friday. I'm not sure if that means we now have the best bird dog in the world, or if he just meant Hallie was better for a few hours. We'll have to ask him to clarify.
We still spend every other day at the hospital, so Jeff's blood can be tested to determine whether or not he needs to be transfused. The extra blood does seem to help his energy level, but they don't transfuse until the counts are pretty low.
All this time in the hospital gives me lots of time to read and last week, I finished a book called, The Thirteenth Tale by Diane Setterfield. It's her first novel, and I enjoyed it immensely. I'll look forward to reading her future work. On the other hand, I also read, Cesar's Way by Cesar Millan. He's the star of the tv show, Dog Whisperer. Anyway, I thought the book was a big waste of time. I'm not sure why it's a New York Times Bestseller.
Speaking of dogs, Dad actually admitted that Hallie hunted better than Brady on Friday. I'm not sure if that means we now have the best bird dog in the world, or if he just meant Hallie was better for a few hours. We'll have to ask him to clarify.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Exhausted
I just recently finished a book called, "The Happiness Hypothesis," written by a psychology professor at the University of Virginia named, Johnathan Haidt. One of its basic premises, is that people are generally a certain level of "happy," and there are only a few things that can increase your personal level of happiness - each which take a lot of effort to be effective. Of course, regardless of your happy-level, there are always periods of highs and lows. Obviously, we're in one of those low lulls that isn't going to get better for quite a while. Luckily, I am certain (as Haidt also points out in his book) that we will once again return to the happy people we once were. And, I have to admit, that compared to the general population, Jeff and I are both very happy people.
I have to remind myself of this after days like today. We were at the hospital for about 8 hours, and when we got home we were exhausted. It's particularly difficult to be upbeat all the time, but it's most impossible when you're tired. It's nights like this when I have trouble imagining how on earth I'm going to have a baby in the middle of this mess. But, like Jeff just told me, I don't have a choice, the baby is going to come regardless of what is happening here.
Other than being exhausted, Jeff is feeling okay today. We are done with Round 2 of chemo, and we'll have a day off from the hospital tomorrow. Mark, Chad and Jill have all had blood drawn that will be sent away for HLA-typing. Hopefully, one of them will be a good match and we'll be able to start the process of getting ready for the transplant. If none of them match, the transplant coordinator will start the search for an unrelated donor. Before all of you volunteer to get tested, please understand that it is highly unlikely that anyone Jeff knows (other than his siblings) would be a match. In fact, you generally need a pool of about 3 million people to find a match for any one person. Luckily, the registry is quite large, and because Jeff does not have a strangely-mixed ethnic heritage, he has a good chance of finding a match.
I have to remind myself of this after days like today. We were at the hospital for about 8 hours, and when we got home we were exhausted. It's particularly difficult to be upbeat all the time, but it's most impossible when you're tired. It's nights like this when I have trouble imagining how on earth I'm going to have a baby in the middle of this mess. But, like Jeff just told me, I don't have a choice, the baby is going to come regardless of what is happening here.
Other than being exhausted, Jeff is feeling okay today. We are done with Round 2 of chemo, and we'll have a day off from the hospital tomorrow. Mark, Chad and Jill have all had blood drawn that will be sent away for HLA-typing. Hopefully, one of them will be a good match and we'll be able to start the process of getting ready for the transplant. If none of them match, the transplant coordinator will start the search for an unrelated donor. Before all of you volunteer to get tested, please understand that it is highly unlikely that anyone Jeff knows (other than his siblings) would be a match. In fact, you generally need a pool of about 3 million people to find a match for any one person. Luckily, the registry is quite large, and because Jeff does not have a strangely-mixed ethnic heritage, he has a good chance of finding a match.
Monday, November 05, 2007
One More Day
Jeff started Round 2 of chemotherapy on Friday, and with the treatment being only 5 days this time, we're almost done. The "Day Hospital" was able to accommodate him, so we were lucky that he didn't have to be re-admitted. He seems to be feeling okay, and has thus far avoided the dreaded fever. His hair is starting to fall out, and he continues to show me the little chunks that he can't help but pull out of his head. We'll probably go ahead and shave the rest off tomorrow.
Incidentally, it's come to my attention that I have lots of new readers. I guess when I'm actually writing about something, as opposed to the usual minutiae that fills my pages, people are bound to be interested. Anyway, thanks for caring and feel free to leave me a comment, if only to let me know who you are and how you know Jeff. If you want to e-mail Jeff directly, he can be reached at jeckert@alltel.net.
Incidentally, it's come to my attention that I have lots of new readers. I guess when I'm actually writing about something, as opposed to the usual minutiae that fills my pages, people are bound to be interested. Anyway, thanks for caring and feel free to leave me a comment, if only to let me know who you are and how you know Jeff. If you want to e-mail Jeff directly, he can be reached at jeckert@alltel.net.
Thursday, November 01, 2007
More Chemo
Jeff's biopsy showed that he needs more chemo right away. They'll be switching the drugs and giving it over 5 days. We're still waiting to hear from the hospital about whether or not he'll need to be admitted. There is a possibility that this can be done at Day Hospital. In any case, things should start tomorrow sometime. The 5 days of chemo, of course, will be followed by 2-3 weeks recovery time. Hopefully, this time the chemo will do its job and empty the marrow of all the cancer. If it does, he'll be given growth factor to stimulate new cell growth. If things go right, the new blood that comes back will be leukemia-free. At that point, we would probably be able to come home for a few weeks, before the next round of treatment starts.
Apparently, there is no quick road to recovery when it comes to AML. The doctor estimates, that if things go okay, Jeff will need to be off work for 9 - 12 months.
Life is still feeling like a nightmare that we aren't waking up from, but I guess we get a little more used to things everyday. The help we're getting from our families, neighbors, friends and co-workers is actually a little overwhelming. I know that we are lucky to be surrounded by such a loving community.
Jeff is an amazing patient. He has kept his sense of humor, and yesterday, we laughed until we cried about how it feels to get tape ripped from a certain body part that I won't mention here. Let me tell you that the look on his face when they took off that tape was priceless. Because Hershey is a teaching hospital, he also has been paraded by countless interns, residents and attending physicians. Yesterday, his bone marrow was taken by a resident performing the procedure for the second time, and as the attending physician told the resident, "This isn't neurosurgery, it's more like woodshop." Basically, they shove (and I mean shove) a sharp needle into your hip bone and extract the marrow...although they numb the area quite well, you still feel the pressure and sometimes a sharp pain where the anesthesia hasn't reached.
The baby still has room to move and is proving to be a little bit feisty. There is nothing like a swift kick to the ribs to put a smile on your face when life is tough....
Apparently, there is no quick road to recovery when it comes to AML. The doctor estimates, that if things go okay, Jeff will need to be off work for 9 - 12 months.
Life is still feeling like a nightmare that we aren't waking up from, but I guess we get a little more used to things everyday. The help we're getting from our families, neighbors, friends and co-workers is actually a little overwhelming. I know that we are lucky to be surrounded by such a loving community.
Jeff is an amazing patient. He has kept his sense of humor, and yesterday, we laughed until we cried about how it feels to get tape ripped from a certain body part that I won't mention here. Let me tell you that the look on his face when they took off that tape was priceless. Because Hershey is a teaching hospital, he also has been paraded by countless interns, residents and attending physicians. Yesterday, his bone marrow was taken by a resident performing the procedure for the second time, and as the attending physician told the resident, "This isn't neurosurgery, it's more like woodshop." Basically, they shove (and I mean shove) a sharp needle into your hip bone and extract the marrow...although they numb the area quite well, you still feel the pressure and sometimes a sharp pain where the anesthesia hasn't reached.
The baby still has room to move and is proving to be a little bit feisty. There is nothing like a swift kick to the ribs to put a smile on your face when life is tough....
Friday, October 26, 2007
Discharged
Jeff was discharged yesterday afternoon. We'll be going to "Day Hospital" every other day for blood work and transfusions. Somewhere around the middle of this week, they will perform another bone marrow biopsy - this will help determine which treatment he receives next. We have been told that in all likelihood, he will need to have a bone marrow transplant.
I am 28 weeks pregnant and the baby moves around all the time, although it's really hard to be excited about the baby right now.
I am 28 weeks pregnant and the baby moves around all the time, although it's really hard to be excited about the baby right now.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Chemo Day 7
Jeff will start his 7th day of treatment this evening and finish up sometime tomorrow. As long as he as has no sign of infection, he'll be discharged on Thursday. We'll be staying at Jill's for a while, as Jeff needs to be close to the hospital. He'll be getting more transfusions and lots of tests for the next couple of weeks. For the next 3 weeks, Jeff will be extremely immuno-suppressed and it's more likely than not, that he will need to be re-admitted to the hospital because of infection.
Monday, October 22, 2007
Jeff
Instead of starting in October, I’m going to start our story a couple of months back. I suppose getting all this out will help me deal, and I think that it’s a good idea to have everything written before it becomes fuzzy in my mind. Right now, my memory is very fresh and feelings are still strong and painful, so if I sound emotional, it’s because I am.
The first week in August, Jeff told me that he thought his testicle was a bit swollen…he said to me, “What if it’s cancer??” I said, “Oh, Jeff, it’s not cancer…there’s probably fifty reasons why your testicle could be swollen, and besides, you don’t get your wife pregnant in April and then get testicular cancer in August.” However, I did suggest that he go to the doctor the next day, which he did. Dr. Sorg diagnosed him with epididymitis and gave him some antibiotics. The meds seemed to work, as most of the pain and swelling went away. A second visit to the doctor confirmed that the testicle was still a bit swollen, so he was put on another round of the same antibiotic. Because the swelling with this particular infection sometimes takes a while to subside, nobody was too concerned.
After almost two months, the testicle was still a bit hard and enlarged. Dr. Sorg sent Jeff for an ultrasound and made him an appointment with Dr. Rudick, the urologist in St. Marys. The first week in October, Jeff had the ultrasound and went to his appointment. I got out of a meeting on October 5th and called Jeff to make sure that everything turned out okay. As soon as Jeff answered the phone, I knew something was wrong. Dr. Rudick had told him that his ultrasound was not normal and that there were masses on both of his testicles. He also told him that Jeff and I should come back to see him the next day, so that he could go over our options. I went immediately home, courtesy of a ride from one of my co-workers. Jeff and I stayed cuddled together on the couch worrying for a couple of hours and then tried to calm down about things. I cannot ever remember feeling so completely helpless and anxious (even when Mom was dying).
It was around now that Jeff started getting some stomach aches, which I attributed to nerves. We know a little better now, but the timing of this whole story is really unbelievable…but we’ll get to that. Anyway, the next day, Dr. Rudick told us that Jeff probably had testicular cancer, and that he would need to remove one or both of his testicles. He went on about how this type of cancer is very curable, and that with the help of hormones, Jeff would eventually feel completely normal. He also suggested sperm banking and told us he didn’t mind if we got a second opinion (like we would care if he minded!).
Thanks to Jeff’s sister, we immediately arranged an appointment (October 8) with a urologist in Hershey that specializes in oncology. Dr. Reese examined Jeff, took a look at the ultrasound and came to the same conclusion that Dr. Rudick had. He scheduled Jeff’s surgery for the next day. We went back to Jill’s and worried some more. Jeff’s belly continued to hurt and he spent the night vomiting. I again, attributed it to nerves, but like I said…we now know it was something else.
Before Tuesday’s surgery, we got news that a CT scan showed that the cancer had spread to Jeff’s abdominal lymph nodes and that there was an early mass in his bowels. However, there was still no connection made between Jeff’s nausea/diarrhea and the tumor.
Dr. Reese operated on Jeff, taking a biopsy of Jeff’s left testicle and removing it because it was overtaken by tumor. Because initial reports were inconclusive, he left the other testicle alone. So, instead of having all the answers after surgery, we just had more questions. Dr. Reese thought we were probably looking at some sort of lymphoma. This of course, worried us more and we spent the next few days recovering at Jill’s. Jeff’s stomachache seemed to subside, but he was highly medicated and not eating much. By Friday the 12th, we still didn’t have the pathology report and were ready to head home for the weekend.
It felt so good to be in our own house with Hallie and Chance. I think they were pretty happy to see us, too. I spent Saturday running errands around town, and I even got into work for a few hours. Our very helpful neighbors cooked us dinner and Jeff was finally hungry enough to eat. We watched a few movies and I went to bed around 10. Sometime in the early morning, Jeff came back to the bedroom complaining of stomach pains. He had the diarrhea again, and around 6 am he started with the vomiting again. I was beginning to wonder if the tumor was causing some sort of blockage. I called Jill, and she agreed that we should take him to the hospital.
We got to the hospital around 8:30 am, and they managed to give Jeff enough drugs to help him sleep for a while. Because I warned them of the mass in his bowel, they did another CT scan. Dr. Patel confirmed my suspicions about the obstruction, and decided that Jeff needed to be transferred back to
The ride to Hershey in an ambulance was a nightmare that I won’t discuss. I just hope that nobody reading this has to ever go through something like it.
We arrived in Hershey and by about 3 am Monday morning, Jeff was finally feeling better. His system was free of food, and they continued to hydrate him through his IV. Early Tuesday evening, after more blood tests and a bone marrow aspiration, we finally had the answer we’d been waiting for…Jeff does not have testicular cancer or a lymphoma. He has acute myelogenous leukemia. Dr. Claxton, a hematological oncologist, decided that Jeff would start treatments on Wednesday evening.
On Wednesday morning, Jeff was given a tunnel catheter, which is a central line that feeds his vena cava (a big vein down the right side of the body). This allows him to be fed and hydrated, medicated, and gives the medical personnel access to his blood. Chemotherapy treatments started around 11 PM on Wednesday night. For the first day or so, Jeff felt pretty well, but on Friday he started to feel nauseous and had more stomach pain. According to the doc, when a tumor melts, it often causes the patient some pain. They’ve now given Jeff a morphine drip that has a convenient button…this way, he can control when he receives the medication.
Today is Saturday, October 20, 2007, and as I write this, I’m watching Jeff sleep away some of the day. Luckily, the combination of morphine and nausea meds gives him the ability to sleep. Tonight, Jeff will have his 4th treatment. After the initial 7 days are over, we may or may not have a couple more days in the hospital. In either case, we’re going to be in Hershey for quite a while, as Jeff will most likely need to see the doctors several times a week for follow-up tests, chemo, and other treatments. We’ll have to be very careful to avoid infection, as Jeff’s immune system will be severely suppressed.
I’m sure I’ve left out tons of details, but I’ll get to them eventually. There are still lots of unknowns that will depend on how things go from here. Hopefully, our luck will start to turn around and we’ll get some good news soon.
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Las Vegas
Go, go, go, and then slow, slow, slow. Mark coined a new word on our trip to Vegas, and I think it's the most perfectly fitting word in the English language. Maybe I'm exaggerating a bit, but if you know my Dad, I think you'll understand. So, everyone's heard of the word, "lollygag." Well, Walter takes lollygagging to a whole new level. So, what's our new word? "Wallygag", of course. We experienced a ton of Wallygagging while in Vegas, but it was all worth it. As I've said before, Dad stops to smell the roses (and the buffets). Anyway, back to the trip....The first day involved lots of travel, but it was only about 10 am when we got to Vegas. We were checked into the Hilton and eating their buffet by 11:15...which was a good thing, because the baby was hungry! We spent the next couple of hours at the Hilton, and then made our way to the South end of the Strip where we hung out at the new Hooter's Casino until it was time to see the comedy club at the Tropicana. The baby got hungry again at Hooter's, so Jeff and I had some wings and fries. Nobody else was even a little bit hungry, so I guess I'm in the 'hungry as a horse' stage of pregnancy. The comedy show was hilarious, and I about peed my pants laughing. But, by time the show was over I was very tired and got pretty cranky. Luckily, everyone just made of fun of me, and then took me home. Being up for 24 hours straight while you are pregnant is NOT a good thing.
Day 2 was spent exploring more casinos, shopping, lounging at the pool and eating. I got some clearance items at Gap Maternity, which were an excellent buy. I LOVE the jeans. We also got a good deal at Ellis Island, where we all had a steak dinner for $4.95. They don't call my Dad frugal for nothing. [I just think that's a sentence that requires using a double negative.]
We decided to rent a car (a very cool Dodge Caravan) on Monday and traveled the outskirts of Vegas visiting Mount Charleston and Red Rock Canyon. The boys brought their cooler along, and I drove. We saw some interesting landscapes and cooled down a bit while up on the mountain. Did I mention it was about 105 degrees Fahrenheit every day we were there? That's about 10 degrees hotter than normal. Anyway, we finished off Day 3 with an awesome Cirque Du Solei show at the Mirage. It was called "Love," and based on the Beatles lives and music.Our last full day in Vegas was my favorite. Nicole and I spoiled ourselves at the Spa. We both had 50 minute massages accompanied by a body treatment. Nicole had the seaweed mud treatment, while I had the body scrub. My massage was performed by a sexy European named Stoyan. I'm a lucky girl! After the massage we cleaned up and met the boys on the strip. All of us then ventured over to Planet Hollywood for an excellent buffet, which includes crab legs split down the middle. There is nothing better than crab meat that you don't have to work for! After dinner we made our way down to Fremont Street so Mark and Tony could see old Vegas. As usual, I got really tired before everyone else, so Jeff took me back to the Hilton, where we got one more good night of sleep before coming home.
Trips are fun, but I love coming back home to Hallie and Chance. Did I mention I cried for about two hours after dropping them off at the kennel before we left? I don't know if I'll ever do that again....
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
August
It's pretty sad when I have to write about a whole month all at once, but I'll give it a try.
Pregnancy first...I had my 20 week ultrasound at the hospital today, and the technician spent about 45 minutes taking pictures and measurements of all sorts of things. We looked at the head, eyes, nose, heart, bladder, stomach, legs, arms, feet, hands....you get the picture. To summarize the findings, all things are measuring up just fine, the baby weighs about 13 ounces, the heart was beating at 154 beats/minute and they've moved my due date to January 11th. This means that by Friday, I'll be 21 weeks pregnant. At my last regular doctor's appointment, we listened to the heartbeat, which was very cool. Oh - and I've gained about 6 pounds, but my belly has popped and I've been hungry as a horse (Clay - I think) for the past week.
On a lighter note, it seems that the baby is a bit sassy (who would've thought?). The whole time the technician was working, the baby was busy kicking the probe. I could feel this, and so could the technician, who kept giggling about it. I was just thinking, "Oh great, this baby is not going to be the content napper that Jeffy was." Enough about Baby Einstein...
The Booger has gone back to school and just like her boss told her she would at the beginning of her PennDot job, she has switched her major to Civil Engineering. Go Danielle!! She also has moved into a great apartment with two very nice and pretty roommates. What a great combination that makes!
Walter is busy enjoying his retirement. He built a car port/boat port/woodshed for less than $8.00. Yes, folks, that's eight bucks. That's my Dad. He also fishes almost every day, but never fails to call both Rich and me to tell us about his day, his investments, Oz, Brady, and a multitude of other things.
Summer is coming to an end, but as I have mentioned, we're leaving for Las Vegas on Saturday. I'm so excited to lounge by the pool, read some good books and eat yummy food. These buffets are going to come at the perfect time. I may actually get my money's worth!
More later...
Pregnancy first...I had my 20 week ultrasound at the hospital today, and the technician spent about 45 minutes taking pictures and measurements of all sorts of things. We looked at the head, eyes, nose, heart, bladder, stomach, legs, arms, feet, hands....you get the picture. To summarize the findings, all things are measuring up just fine, the baby weighs about 13 ounces, the heart was beating at 154 beats/minute and they've moved my due date to January 11th. This means that by Friday, I'll be 21 weeks pregnant. At my last regular doctor's appointment, we listened to the heartbeat, which was very cool. Oh - and I've gained about 6 pounds, but my belly has popped and I've been hungry as a horse (Clay - I think) for the past week.
On a lighter note, it seems that the baby is a bit sassy (who would've thought?). The whole time the technician was working, the baby was busy kicking the probe. I could feel this, and so could the technician, who kept giggling about it. I was just thinking, "Oh great, this baby is not going to be the content napper that Jeffy was." Enough about Baby Einstein...
The Booger has gone back to school and just like her boss told her she would at the beginning of her PennDot job, she has switched her major to Civil Engineering. Go Danielle!! She also has moved into a great apartment with two very nice and pretty roommates. What a great combination that makes!
Walter is busy enjoying his retirement. He built a car port/boat port/woodshed for less than $8.00. Yes, folks, that's eight bucks. That's my Dad. He also fishes almost every day, but never fails to call both Rich and me to tell us about his day, his investments, Oz, Brady, and a multitude of other things.
Summer is coming to an end, but as I have mentioned, we're leaving for Las Vegas on Saturday. I'm so excited to lounge by the pool, read some good books and eat yummy food. These buffets are going to come at the perfect time. I may actually get my money's worth!
More later...
Monday, July 30, 2007
Fifteen Weeks and Counting
I have been a very lazy blogger lately, but I’ll try to pick things up soon. As far as the pregnancy goes, I haven’t got much to report, except that all is well. My check-up last week showed that the baby is growing as it should be, his or her heart is beating at 154 beats/minute, my blood pressure is good and low, and I haven’t gained any more weight (2 lbs so far).
I’m still tired, but that problem is MUCH better than what it was in the first trimester. My belly is starting to bulge out a little bit, but it still isn’t all that noticeable to everyone else. I did order a pair of maternity jeans from Old Navy, but my regular clothes are still fitting pretty well.
This past weekend was Dan and Steph’s wedding, which was a blast. The ceremony went well, the picture-taking was fun, the food was good and the guests (from what I could tell) had a great time. Unfortunately, Jeff got sent to California last week for work, and missed the whole thing. He is still there, but is supposed to be home on Wednesday night.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
13 Weeks
I haven't written in a couple of weeks, but we've been busy. Billy and Kelli got married in Somerset on the 3rd and Melissa and Eric on the 7th (7-7-07; the busiest wedding day in recorded history). I'm still measuring my life in weeks, and now I'm into the second trimester, which is a bit of a relief. Things are still pretty much the same...I'm tired, but less tired than before, still getting heartburn, have found that sometimes I can't eat certain foods, and I'm sore from sleeping on my side. I'll be glad to get back to belly sleeping after the baby is born.
The exciting news of the week is that Dad is officially retired. He never has to go back to work again! I know he's been waiting a long time for this, and he's already filled me in on some of his more interesting plans. Oh - the other exciting news it that Jeff, Dad, Rich, Nicole, Mark, Tony and I are all going to Las Vegas for 5 days at the beginning of September. I'm planning on doing a lot of lounging by the pool at the Hilton.
The exciting news of the week is that Dad is officially retired. He never has to go back to work again! I know he's been waiting a long time for this, and he's already filled me in on some of his more interesting plans. Oh - the other exciting news it that Jeff, Dad, Rich, Nicole, Mark, Tony and I are all going to Las Vegas for 5 days at the beginning of September. I'm planning on doing a lot of lounging by the pool at the Hilton.
Saturday, June 30, 2007
11 Weeks
I know my titles are getting very boring, but I feel like that's how I'm living my life right now...week by week. I'll be a little relieved when I'm through the first trimester and I can stop worrying about miscarrying. (Not that I'm worrying all the time, but I guess it's always in the back of my head.)
This past week I've been feeling much better. I'm not nearly as tired, and I've been able to get through whole days without napping. I went for my first run in about a month this evening, and it felt great to sweat again. The nausea is also much less noticeable. My second doctor's visit went well, and the ultrasound showed the baby moving around. Jeff went along this time and I think he's actually starting to get a little excited.
On a non-pregnancy note, we had Steph's bridal shower today and the boys are at Dan's bachelor party. The wedding is four weeks from today. I hope my dress still fits me then!
This past week I've been feeling much better. I'm not nearly as tired, and I've been able to get through whole days without napping. I went for my first run in about a month this evening, and it felt great to sweat again. The nausea is also much less noticeable. My second doctor's visit went well, and the ultrasound showed the baby moving around. Jeff went along this time and I think he's actually starting to get a little excited.
On a non-pregnancy note, we had Steph's bridal shower today and the boys are at Dan's bachelor party. The wedding is four weeks from today. I hope my dress still fits me then!
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
10 Weeks
Ten weeks into things now, and I'm still feeling pretty much the same. I'm tired and a little queasy sometimes, but supposedly those symptoms should start to disappear within a few weeks. All of my pants still fit me, but I'm not sure how long that's going to last. I don't think I'm eating more calories, but I am eating more often. I'm also very thirsty all the time, and I have to pee a lot. I can't believe how many strange ways pregnancy affects your body.
Today is Tuesday, which means Jeff is at band practice. It also means it's girls' night out. Paula, Danielle and I are headed to the Station to talk, laugh and eat. These Tuesday nights are priceless to me, and I hope they continue for a long time. (Maybe even after Baby Einstein is born!)
Today is Tuesday, which means Jeff is at band practice. It also means it's girls' night out. Paula, Danielle and I are headed to the Station to talk, laugh and eat. These Tuesday nights are priceless to me, and I hope they continue for a long time. (Maybe even after Baby Einstein is born!)
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
9 Weeks Along
I’m about 9 weeks into things now, and I think I’ve figured out how to avoid the nausea…just keep eating all day. My theory seems to working, and although I’m still very tired, I haven’t been feeling sick. As far as first trimester pregnancy symptoms go, I really lucked out. I just hope that I get the extra energy I’m supposed in the second trimester. I’d like to get back on my running schedule.
Our neighbors gave us our first baby gift – a cute little yellow outfit and a pacifier. It’s so weird to think that in about 7 months I’m going to be a Mom. I went to Hershey this past weekend with Marilyn. We visited with Jill, Little Thad and Cianna, which was quite entertaining. I got a good dose of what to expect with babies in the house.
Thursday, May 31, 2007
The Joy of Hormones
Yesterday, while I was at work, a beast of a zit started growing on my chin. It so disturbed me, that I squeezed the living crap out of it last night and it exploded all over my mirror. I was hoping that would be the end of things, but when I woke up this morning it actually had three awful-white heads sprouting from it. So, I popped again and again and was left with a bright red pimple. This is an embarrassing thing to have when you're 28 years old. So, I covered it with white-out tape once I got to work. I told my co-workers that I was protecting them from getting poked in the eye by my pimple. I'm not sure what's worse....white-out tape or a honking beacon on your chin.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
It's Official
I went to the doctor today and had my first ultrasound...there is definitely a baby in my belly! We could see the heartbeat, and I have two little pictures, but mostly it looks like a kidney bean. I'm still feeling pretty good, although I did have a couple of days over the long weekend that were filled with nausea.
I'm just about at the 7 week point, and will go back to the doctor on June 26th. That will be a more thorough appointment, and I'll be sure to take Jeff along. Supposedly, the ultrasound image will look much more like a baby next time. I can't wait!
I'm just about at the 7 week point, and will go back to the doctor on June 26th. That will be a more thorough appointment, and I'll be sure to take Jeff along. Supposedly, the ultrasound image will look much more like a baby next time. I can't wait!
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Week Six
I guess I'm mostly over the shock now, so I think that maybe I should start writing about being pregnant. First of all, I can't believe how tired I am. As someone who usually has lots of energy, this is a pretty big shocker. I'm having trouble staying up past 9 pm, and I've been napping like Jeff. Crazy.
The second strange thing about being pregnant is the moodiness. All of these hormones are getting to me a little bit, and I just don't have my usual pep. My boobs are pretty sore, but that's a pretty easy thing to deal with. I'm also very thirsty all the time. So, I've been drinking lots of water, flavored water, juice and milk.
So far, I am not sick. I should stop typing now and knock on wood....I do have an occasionally feeling of mild queasiness, but for the most part, I'm fine. Most of the pregnancy websites say that if you aren't sick by sometime in week 6, you probably won't get sick. But, there are exceptions, so I'm not going to count my blessings quite yet.
Even though I know I'm pregnant, and there are all of these changes happening to my body, I'm still having trouble believing that I'm going to have a baby.
The second strange thing about being pregnant is the moodiness. All of these hormones are getting to me a little bit, and I just don't have my usual pep. My boobs are pretty sore, but that's a pretty easy thing to deal with. I'm also very thirsty all the time. So, I've been drinking lots of water, flavored water, juice and milk.
So far, I am not sick. I should stop typing now and knock on wood....I do have an occasionally feeling of mild queasiness, but for the most part, I'm fine. Most of the pregnancy websites say that if you aren't sick by sometime in week 6, you probably won't get sick. But, there are exceptions, so I'm not going to count my blessings quite yet.
Even though I know I'm pregnant, and there are all of these changes happening to my body, I'm still having trouble believing that I'm going to have a baby.
Friday, May 11, 2007
Big News
I pretty sure everyone who reads my blog already knows this, but I need to post about it anyway. We're having a baby! So I'm probably blabbing about this too early, but oh well, I'm not good with secrets. I don't go to the doctor until the end of May, but on-line due date calculators say I'll have the baby around January 13th.
Right now, I'm still in shock. It doesn't matter that we were trying to get pregnant...it's still pretty shocking when it actually happens (not that it took very long). I'm feeling pretty good, but I am a little on the tired side. I'll definitely try to keep up with the running. Hopefully, Danielle and I will be doing a 5K on the 27th. [Booger - Get running!]
Right now, I'm still in shock. It doesn't matter that we were trying to get pregnant...it's still pretty shocking when it actually happens (not that it took very long). I'm feeling pretty good, but I am a little on the tired side. I'll definitely try to keep up with the running. Hopefully, Danielle and I will be doing a 5K on the 27th. [Booger - Get running!]
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Bits & Pieces
I get this little motivational booklet at work and found something I wanted to share, because I find it so true.
Take a chance. Like people first, ask questions later. See if it doesn't open the world to you in a new way. See if the light you shine on others isn't reflected back on you a hundred-fold.
Kent Nerburn from Letters To My Son: A Father's Wisdom on Manhood, Life, and Love
Take a chance. Like people first, ask questions later. See if it doesn't open the world to you in a new way. See if the light you shine on others isn't reflected back on you a hundred-fold.
Kent Nerburn from Letters To My Son: A Father's Wisdom on Manhood, Life, and Love
Monday, April 30, 2007
Coming Soon
I couldn't easily access the internet while we were on vacation, so please be patient with me. Photos and journal at fabulousmaui will be posted soon.
Friday, April 20, 2007
Off to Hawaii!
In case I haven't mentioned this lately, Jeff and I are headed to Hawaii for the week. While we're there, I'm going to try and keep a journal of our trip. You can check it out at:
http://fabulousmaui.blogspot.com
http://fabulousmaui.blogspot.com
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Party On Garth
Our party turned out to be lots of fun...especially for people like Nicole and me. We drank lots of wine...it really was going down just like water!Anyway, we ate, drank, played cards and laughed a lot. Kenny and Sandy are home from Florida, and if you look carefully in the picture, you can see a really tall Mexican-looking fellow - that's Kenny. We think he may have gotten a little too much sun.
Friday, April 06, 2007
Good News
Along with the news of Richie's new job, Dad got the "all-clear" from the cancer doctor this week. That being said, we're having a party tonight to celebrate.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
The Congested Mind of a Woman
I think sometimes I have a thousand thoughts flying through my head all at once. I used to ignore most of these thoughts, but now that I've read The Secret (which, by the way, I do NOT recommend), I'm trying to filter these thoughts, so that I stay on my happy frequency. But, let's face it, not ALL thoughts are going to be happy. Especially if you're a woman who has people she loves. You're bound to worry about something, and I realize that worrying is counterproductive, but somebody has to worry about these people!
I guess I'm lucky that I'm not a compulsive worrier, and I really don't have all that many negative thoughts to filter, but still, all these thoughts, all the time....
On another note, Richie has made notice to his company that he is leaving for greener pastures. He has a great new job, which he'll start in mid-April. The company is well-established, and unlike his current employer has almost zero turnover. Like Mom would say, "Way to go Rich!"
I guess I'm lucky that I'm not a compulsive worrier, and I really don't have all that many negative thoughts to filter, but still, all these thoughts, all the time....
On another note, Richie has made notice to his company that he is leaving for greener pastures. He has a great new job, which he'll start in mid-April. The company is well-established, and unlike his current employer has almost zero turnover. Like Mom would say, "Way to go Rich!"
Sunday, April 01, 2007
A Busy Week
Okay, so March didn't turn out to be a stellar month for blogging. But, I did have a very busy last week of March. Work has been crazy, as we have a very important tour coming up. So, I've been working on getting the plant in shape for our French CEO. Luckily, the weather was pretty nice and not being stuck in the office was great.
On Tuesday, one of my coworkers asked me and another coworker to attend a middle school science fair with him. I guess they're always in need of judges, and since I was available, I took the opportunity to go. We each got about 7 different presentations on things like electroplating, mold, bacteria, and plants. It was actually really fun, and the three of us ended the night with dinner and beer. I told my coworker that he could count me in for next year.
The rest of the week flew by, and on Thursday we helped Dan and Steph move into their new house. Moving stinks, but the house is great. I'm glad they found something they really like.
Finally, on Saturday, Danielle and I ran our first 5K together. The race benefited children's rights, and was held on campus at PSU. Our original goal was to beat the 26 minute mark, but right before the start we decided 28 minutes would be more realistic for us. (I know - kind of pathetic!) Anyway, the race was a fun 3.1 miles and with characters like Supergirl, Batgirl and the funny guy who was practicing his start out the gate, we had a fun time. We did end up making our second goal and finished the race in 27:44. We're going to run another one in April...I think we'll shoot for 26 minutes next time.
Happy April Fool's Day!
On Tuesday, one of my coworkers asked me and another coworker to attend a middle school science fair with him. I guess they're always in need of judges, and since I was available, I took the opportunity to go. We each got about 7 different presentations on things like electroplating, mold, bacteria, and plants. It was actually really fun, and the three of us ended the night with dinner and beer. I told my coworker that he could count me in for next year.
The rest of the week flew by, and on Thursday we helped Dan and Steph move into their new house. Moving stinks, but the house is great. I'm glad they found something they really like.
Finally, on Saturday, Danielle and I ran our first 5K together. The race benefited children's rights, and was held on campus at PSU. Our original goal was to beat the 26 minute mark, but right before the start we decided 28 minutes would be more realistic for us. (I know - kind of pathetic!) Anyway, the race was a fun 3.1 miles and with characters like Supergirl, Batgirl and the funny guy who was practicing his start out the gate, we had a fun time. We did end up making our second goal and finished the race in 27:44. We're going to run another one in April...I think we'll shoot for 26 minutes next time.
Happy April Fool's Day!
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Quote of the Day
It's very hard to take yourself too seriously when you look at the world from outer space.
Thomas K. Mattingly II
Apollo 16 Astronaut
Thomas K. Mattingly II
Apollo 16 Astronaut
Monday, March 26, 2007
What's a Dierks?
Well, for those of you who fail to recognize country music as an art form, a Dierks is a very cute country music star. His full name is Dierks Bentley, and I had the pleasure of seeing him last Thursday with my favorite concert-partner, Danielle. She actually surprised me by giving me the ticket for an early birthday present. Happy Birthday to me!
Miranda Lambert and Jason Aldean opened up for Dierks, and they both had lots of good songs that I recognized. Jason even played some G&R, Paradise City and Sweet Child of Mine...Oh Baby!
I only got home at 1:30 AM and still had to go to work the next day, which made for a rough morning. But, the fun was well worth one rough morning...and isn't that what they make coffee for anyway?
Miranda Lambert and Jason Aldean opened up for Dierks, and they both had lots of good songs that I recognized. Jason even played some G&R, Paradise City and Sweet Child of Mine...Oh Baby!
I only got home at 1:30 AM and still had to go to work the next day, which made for a rough morning. But, the fun was well worth one rough morning...and isn't that what they make coffee for anyway?
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Benefit Dance
I can think of few things sadder than a 4 year-old with cancer, but unfortunately, it happens. So, on Saturday, Jeff's band, Six Pak, played a benefit gig for a little boy from the area. A ton of people showed up, and I bet they made a good $5 or $6K. I'm sure the family can use the money and I'm glad that so many people are so generous. The winner of the 50-50 drawing even donated her half of the $810 pot right back to the family.
I attended the gig with Danielle, Dan and Steph. The Booger managed to tame my unruly curly hair to a straight and silky mane that I absolutely loved! If only I could do that myself on regular basis...I could avoid having my token fuzz helmet. Oh well, if I had straight hair everyday, then I wouldn't appreciate it.
I attended the gig with Danielle, Dan and Steph. The Booger managed to tame my unruly curly hair to a straight and silky mane that I absolutely loved! If only I could do that myself on regular basis...I could avoid having my token fuzz helmet. Oh well, if I had straight hair everyday, then I wouldn't appreciate it.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Nickelback, Nickelback, Nickelback
The previously mentioned Nickelback concert came and went. Now, all I can do is blog about what fun we had. So, the day started around 11:30 when we left to pick up Hannah, who was an excellent last minute addition to our group. She knows how to have fun and we didn't have to babysit her. Our next stop was Dad's, as he was the real babysitter for the day. [Which, by the way, when I asked him how the dogs were, he replied by saying, "They were great!" He loves his grand-puppies]. We ended up being 15 minutes early picking up Paula, which wasn't good for her...I'm pretty sure she was counting on us being on-time or maybe a little late. Her hair was still wet and she was recovering from a fall on the ice.
So, with the four of us in tow, we started our journey towards State College to pick up the last (but not least) member of our group. I did mention that Russ and his gang were coming, but they had floor tickets and we had reserved seating. They took their own vehicle. Anyway, back to the ride... I think maybe I should have used the earplugs. Paula was intent that we were plenty pumped for the concert, and she brought her collection of Nickelback CDs. We listened to many of the songs pretty loudly, Paula sang them word for word, and we were also all trying to have a conversation. It was definitely a good ride, and as Danielle has mentioned in the past, we are "fun and interesting people!"
Because Jeff had never been to a Quaker Steak and Lube, and he is a huge wing fan, we picked up the Booger at the Cave and went for a bite to eat. The wings were good and the beer was flowing. Some of us (I won't mention names) had too much to drink because someone tried to keep up with 220 lb Jeff. Hmmm...who could that have been?
After a thorough trip through the Target store, we traveled on to the concert. We had good seats, and actually got to see three bands. Three Days Grace started the festivities and I was glad that I actually knew some of the songs. Breaking Benjamin followed and although I only knew one or two of their songs, you have to give them kudos for playing in front of a very pumped hometown crowd. The band actually started their career in places like State College's Crowbar.
Finally at 9:16 (did I get that right?), a big boom sounded, the lights went off, and Nickelback opened with Animals, which is an awesome song! The rest of night was equally enjoyable, with lots of pyrotechnics, lots of the f-word (which gets you pumped) and lots of good music. Although the Collegian (PSU's newspaper) may have given the concert a bad review, this group had a great time.
So, with the four of us in tow, we started our journey towards State College to pick up the last (but not least) member of our group. I did mention that Russ and his gang were coming, but they had floor tickets and we had reserved seating. They took their own vehicle. Anyway, back to the ride... I think maybe I should have used the earplugs. Paula was intent that we were plenty pumped for the concert, and she brought her collection of Nickelback CDs. We listened to many of the songs pretty loudly, Paula sang them word for word, and we were also all trying to have a conversation. It was definitely a good ride, and as Danielle has mentioned in the past, we are "fun and interesting people!"
Because Jeff had never been to a Quaker Steak and Lube, and he is a huge wing fan, we picked up the Booger at the Cave and went for a bite to eat. The wings were good and the beer was flowing. Some of us (I won't mention names) had too much to drink because someone tried to keep up with 220 lb Jeff. Hmmm...who could that have been?
After a thorough trip through the Target store, we traveled on to the concert. We had good seats, and actually got to see three bands. Three Days Grace started the festivities and I was glad that I actually knew some of the songs. Breaking Benjamin followed and although I only knew one or two of their songs, you have to give them kudos for playing in front of a very pumped hometown crowd. The band actually started their career in places like State College's Crowbar.
Finally at 9:16 (did I get that right?), a big boom sounded, the lights went off, and Nickelback opened with Animals, which is an awesome song! The rest of night was equally enjoyable, with lots of pyrotechnics, lots of the f-word (which gets you pumped) and lots of good music. Although the Collegian (PSU's newspaper) may have given the concert a bad review, this group had a great time.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
March 4th Has Arrived
As the Booger duly noted in her last comment, the day of the long-awaited Nickelback concert has arrived. We are lucky enough to be going to the concert with Nickelback's #1 (Paula) and #2 (Danielle) fans. Along with those two hooligans, Jeff, Russ, three of Russ' friends, Hannah and I are all making the trip to the Jordan Center for the concert.
Hallie and Chance are going to their Grandpa's to play with Oz and Brady, so we won't have to worry about getting home early. We'll have lots of time for shopping, eating, and laughing before the concert.
Jeff thinks I should take a pair of his special musician's ear plugs along with me. He says the band is going to be too loud. I think maybe Paula is going to be too loud.
Hallie and Chance are going to their Grandpa's to play with Oz and Brady, so we won't have to worry about getting home early. We'll have lots of time for shopping, eating, and laughing before the concert.
Jeff thinks I should take a pair of his special musician's ear plugs along with me. He says the band is going to be too loud. I think maybe Paula is going to be too loud.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Short Month - Lots of Posts
February was a good blogging month, but I'm going to try and do a little more in March. I hope this doesn't cause my blog to get boring. For that matter, I hope my blog isn't boring now.
I just subscribed to two more magazines. I did this through the Girl Scouts, even though I told myself that I wasn't going to subscribe to any more. Oh well, the Girl Scouts are a good cause and now I get to read all about fam0us PEOPLE once a week. My second subscription was to a personal finance magazine. Maybe I'll learn how not to spend money on things I don't need - like magazine subscriptions.
Oh - on the matter of money...I'm officially done buying expensive things for 2007. Jeff found a good deal on a 4x4 Yamaha Wolverine ATV, and he's off buying the thing right now. That's it! Now it's time to save, save, save.
My mutts think they are big and strong and mean. My mutts, however, are not any of those things. I have to wonder what they're thinking sometimes....like now, for instance, both of them are barking at the neighbors. All the neighbors are doing is unloading wood so they can heat their house. The neighbors aren't in our yard and they certainly don't smell like birds and rabbits. I just don't get it. Like I've said before, I guess that's just what they do.
I just subscribed to two more magazines. I did this through the Girl Scouts, even though I told myself that I wasn't going to subscribe to any more. Oh well, the Girl Scouts are a good cause and now I get to read all about fam0us PEOPLE once a week. My second subscription was to a personal finance magazine. Maybe I'll learn how not to spend money on things I don't need - like magazine subscriptions.
Oh - on the matter of money...I'm officially done buying expensive things for 2007. Jeff found a good deal on a 4x4 Yamaha Wolverine ATV, and he's off buying the thing right now. That's it! Now it's time to save, save, save.
My mutts think they are big and strong and mean. My mutts, however, are not any of those things. I have to wonder what they're thinking sometimes....like now, for instance, both of them are barking at the neighbors. All the neighbors are doing is unloading wood so they can heat their house. The neighbors aren't in our yard and they certainly don't smell like birds and rabbits. I just don't get it. Like I've said before, I guess that's just what they do.
Monday, February 26, 2007
He Makes Me Laugh
I think now would be a good time to articulate some of the many reasons that I love Jeff, and why I believe our relationships works. I guess these paragraphs will serve as a reminder to me to appreciate my husband everyday (not just on Valentine’s Day, or when he does something extra special for me).
There isn’t only one most important thing that makes us gel, but I do think one of the most satisfying aspects of our relationship is how he makes me laugh. Jeff is funny. He finds humor in everyday things, can lighten the mood when it needs lightening, comes up with quirky puns, and can make fun of himself and me without being the least bit threatening.
The old adage, opposites attract, is most definitely true in our case. Intellectually, we are on two completely different planes. I’m the bookworm…I comprehend things on a theoretical basis, easily understand math and science, and am annoyed by things like poor grammar. All of this sounds just great, but for many practical purposes, I’m quite useless. Jeff, on the other hand, picks up where I am lacking. He understands mechanics and physics on a much more pragmatic level, can start from absolutely nothing and figure out how to build, fix, or plan a complete project from start to finish. Most of the projects he’s worked out lately have started as ideas in my head…lucky for me, I have someone who can translate “idea” into reality. I would be most definitely lost in translation without him. I don’t know why I couldn’t have inherited some of my Mom’s skills…
Sometimes, however, being such polar opposites is rather annoying. For instance, the only television he’ll watch is on the Discovery or History Channels. He also loves The Simpson’s, which does have some smart humor, but most of it just isn’t funny to me. Anyway, I just read while he’s watching TV, and he plays his guitar while I’m watching my shows. This brings me to another reason I love Jeff. He’s so talented! How many girls are lucky enough to be able to swoon over their lead-guitarist husbands?
I once came across a poster that listed some of the things you can do to have a “happy” life. Number one on the list was “Marry the Right Person.” Although I don’t believe that someone else can determine my happiness, I do believe that someone else can make it a little easier to be happy. Jeff makes it easy for me to be happy. I really hope I do the same for him.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Atypical Pannus
My poor little beagle boy’s eye disease has reared its ugly head – AGAIN. This time it’s manifesting in his left eye. He’s got what looks like a little clot of blood right on his pupil, but if you look more closely, you can see that it actually starts in the outside corner and stretches all the way to the center. He also has a corneal abrasion (stemming from the Pannus) that we need to treat with antibiotics, and until that clears up, we can’t actually treat the Pannus.
So, I give him an antibiotic drop in his left eye, a steroid drop in his right eye (to keep the Pannus at bay in his uninfected eye), and also feed him an oral antibiotic. The only thing Chance likes about this whole regime is that his oral medicine gets stuffed in a little hunk of hot dog. I understand this, because I also love hot dogs.
Luckily, Chance doesn’t seem to be all that bothered by his eye problems. It isn’t painful for him, but it does affect his vision. I guess that I am somewhat comforted by the fact that dogs do not rely on their vision nearly as much as we do. I’m pretty sure that his acute hound dog sense of smell makes up for any deficiencies in his eyesight.
Not to digress, but this does remind of A Wrinkle in Time. This fantasy children’s classic (written way before Harry Potter) describes a whole world of beings that don’t understand what it means to “see.” They only understand what “is.” I think Chance understands what “is,” which is a cozy world, where food, love and companionship are plentiful. So, I guess I won’t worry too much about his Pannus.
If you’re interested in reading more about Pannus, please check out the following link…
http://www.animaleyecare.net/diseases/pannus.htm
If you’re interested in donating to the Chancer Boy Veterinary Fund, just send me a check.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
One Big Blogging World
I’ve been searching the web for interesting bloggers, and have come across a ton of sites that I can see myself going back to on a regular basis. There are so many interesting people out there! The world has become so small – with access to millions of people’s thoughts, ideas, politics, interests – all at the tip of our fingertips. I just love technology. On the other hand, my computer is a pain in the rear-end. I am specifically looking into a Mac as my next computer. With all of the upkeep that my pc is requiring me to do, I do not have nearly enough time to blog about stuff. Even if all that “stuff” isn’t important, it sure is fun. And, of course, I love reading your comments! Special thanks to my most loyal commenter – THE Booger.
Monday, February 12, 2007
Sick Like Portland
Well, I guess most people won't understand my title. There are two people out there, however, who are intimately (whether they want to be or not) familiar with being sick in Portland. Yuck. Anyway, Sunday morning I woke up quite ill, and I won't go into the gory details, but my night was spent on the toilet with a bucket in my lap. I'm still not completely over it, so I stayed home from work today. Still not sure whether it was food poisoning (I ate some cake batter with raw eggs on Saturday) or the stomach flu, but since Jeff hasn't been sick, I'm betting on the eggs.
Was this post TMI??
Was this post TMI??
Thursday, February 08, 2007
CEMSDEMS, Bureaucrats, and a Two-Day Trip
Let me start with the acronym mentioned in my title. CEMSDEMS....what the heck? That's what I say, but I actually do know what a "CEMS" is....only because I work in the regulated realm of air polluters in the United States . A "CEMS" is a certified emissions monitoring system. After spending two days at a CEMS workshop, I still don't know for what the "DEMS" stands, even though the bureaucrats used the term several times. They also used "EDR," which I think means electronic data report, and several other acronyms which I can't seem to remember right now. Anyway, my point is that authority figures should not assume that the regulated members of industry are familiar with their goofy terms.
Now, one of our government employees happened to mention that they could not provide us with donuts and refreshments at the free workshop because of budgetary issues. I'm certainly not complaining that there were no donuts, but I was a bit shocked at the estimate that the DEP came up with when determining refreshment costs. I'm pretty sure that they planned to do 6 separate workshops, that is, one for each regulated region in PA. The more populated regions would certainly have bigger crowds, but I would say that the average number of attendees per session would be 75. So 75 people x 6 sessions = 450 hungry people. The sessions were each scheduled for 2 days, so for mathematical purposes, we'll call that 900 people. This is definitely a high-end estimate.
So, your average donut costs about $0.60, and coffee when made by the pot is less than $0.50/cup. So, we're looking at $1.10 per person. 900 x $1.10 = $990 for all six two-day sessions. Maybe a little expensive, and probably cost-prohibitive for our government.
HOWEVER, let me know reveal the DEP's estimate for refreshments...
Now, one of our government employees happened to mention that they could not provide us with donuts and refreshments at the free workshop because of budgetary issues. I'm certainly not complaining that there were no donuts, but I was a bit shocked at the estimate that the DEP came up with when determining refreshment costs. I'm pretty sure that they planned to do 6 separate workshops, that is, one for each regulated region in PA. The more populated regions would certainly have bigger crowds, but I would say that the average number of attendees per session would be 75. So 75 people x 6 sessions = 450 hungry people. The sessions were each scheduled for 2 days, so for mathematical purposes, we'll call that 900 people. This is definitely a high-end estimate.
So, your average donut costs about $0.60, and coffee when made by the pot is less than $0.50/cup. So, we're looking at $1.10 per person. 900 x $1.10 = $990 for all six two-day sessions. Maybe a little expensive, and probably cost-prohibitive for our government.
HOWEVER, let me know reveal the DEP's estimate for refreshments...
$10,000
No wonder our government is so inept at managing money. If I worked for the government and was with a group of regular, everyday citizens, I certainly would have kept that little number to myself.
Enough venting....
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Monday, February 05, 2007
I Once Had a Dream…
…that Peyton Manning was my boyfriend. So I have to say that I am very happy the Colts won the Super Bowl. I’m not even sure what sparked the dream, or why it sticks in my mind as such a memorable dream, but it does. And, I do like Manning, because he is, in my humble opinion, the best all-around quarterback ever. [I am in no way saying that I have the expertise to determine the greatest quarterback ever. In fact, I have a rather limited knowledge of the history of football.] To sweeten up the Colts victory, Jeff won $250 in his pool. GO COLTS!
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Free Write
Just some of the crazy thoughts running through my head today....
I hate painting. The only enjoyable thing about painting is the moment when you get to the pour the paint out of the can and into the tray. And, of course, the last brush stroke, because that means your finished. Back to the pouring...paint has the most interesting texture, viscosity, I can't think of the right word, but you get my drift. So, I finished texturing the dry wall last night and painted and primed three walls of the living room today. I have some finishing work to do on the ceiling tomorrow, but that shouldn't take too long.
This month's book is A Wrinkle In Time. Jen's pick. She read it when she was eight, but the rest of it are reading it for the first time. So far, I love it, and I love Charles Wallace. I just want to pick him up and give him a bear hug. Is "bear hug" a real term, or is it more of a colloquialism? I don't know. I'll have to ask somebody.
Jeff smells like he ate prime rib today. He did eat prime rib today. So did I, but I certainly don't smell like he does. YUK.
This is obviously not my most intelligent post, but after all, I am free-writing. Free as bird, with a bird dog under my feet. She's whining because I'm drinking a Kahlua and Cream. It must smell pretty good to her sensitive doggie nose.
Back to the painting. I painted one wall a color called Woodgate, which is really just a lighter shade of olive. My new sofa and love seat are olive. The material is a new microfiber that is supposed to be virtually indestructible, which is a necessity with a Beagle in your house. Sofa, love seat and recliner should be here in a few weeks. Hopefully, the carpet gets installed first. I hate waiting for them. I hate waiting for anything.
Boy, this is messier than I thought it would be. I thought a free write would be much more telling. (Telling in what respect?? I have no idea.)
I hate painting. The only enjoyable thing about painting is the moment when you get to the pour the paint out of the can and into the tray. And, of course, the last brush stroke, because that means your finished. Back to the pouring...paint has the most interesting texture, viscosity, I can't think of the right word, but you get my drift. So, I finished texturing the dry wall last night and painted and primed three walls of the living room today. I have some finishing work to do on the ceiling tomorrow, but that shouldn't take too long.
This month's book is A Wrinkle In Time. Jen's pick. She read it when she was eight, but the rest of it are reading it for the first time. So far, I love it, and I love Charles Wallace. I just want to pick him up and give him a bear hug. Is "bear hug" a real term, or is it more of a colloquialism? I don't know. I'll have to ask somebody.
Jeff smells like he ate prime rib today. He did eat prime rib today. So did I, but I certainly don't smell like he does. YUK.
This is obviously not my most intelligent post, but after all, I am free-writing. Free as bird, with a bird dog under my feet. She's whining because I'm drinking a Kahlua and Cream. It must smell pretty good to her sensitive doggie nose.
Back to the painting. I painted one wall a color called Woodgate, which is really just a lighter shade of olive. My new sofa and love seat are olive. The material is a new microfiber that is supposed to be virtually indestructible, which is a necessity with a Beagle in your house. Sofa, love seat and recliner should be here in a few weeks. Hopefully, the carpet gets installed first. I hate waiting for them. I hate waiting for anything.
Boy, this is messier than I thought it would be. I thought a free write would be much more telling. (Telling in what respect?? I have no idea.)
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Finally February
Hopefully, I’ll have something more exciting to post about in February. In the mean time, I found this quote by Mark Twain,
A classic is something that everybody wants to have read and nobody wants to read.
Now that the Book Club has plowed through several classics, I am convinced that Twain was right. I wonder what he would think now that most of his books are considered classics? Interestingly enough, I don’t consider his books to be a chore, and I usually enjoy anything he’s written.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Is it still January?
Wow! This month is really creeping by. I think maybe I'm a bit too excited about Maui. Oh well, we have plenty to do before then. Right now, I'm in the middle of (hopefully) the last piece of drywall that I'll ever have to finish. We've ordered new carpet for the living and 2 bedrooms, so we wanted to rip out the one wall of paneling in the living room, and get the drywall installed, finished and painted before the carpet gets here. My second layer of mud is drying as I type this. Hopefully, one more layer on the tape and screws will be enough. After that I have to try and match the texture of the other walls with my last layer. This may be more difficult than I'm anticipating.
Work has been as busy as it's ever been for me. Luckily, I did some good work last year at this time that has made my annual reports a much easier job. I think that being an environmental and safety coordinator is a good, interesting position, but maybe I should be looking for more out of life. Maybe I should be doing something more interesting or fulfilling and worthwhile? Or, maybe I should be looking for something that will allow me to stay home with my future children. I'm looking into an opportunity that may be all of these things, but I don't know if I have the guts or wherewithal to do it. I guess I'll have to look to Dad for inspiration. [I know this is making no sense, but if something comes of it, I'm sure I'll be writing more later.]
Work has been as busy as it's ever been for me. Luckily, I did some good work last year at this time that has made my annual reports a much easier job. I think that being an environmental and safety coordinator is a good, interesting position, but maybe I should be looking for more out of life. Maybe I should be doing something more interesting or fulfilling and worthwhile? Or, maybe I should be looking for something that will allow me to stay home with my future children. I'm looking into an opportunity that may be all of these things, but I don't know if I have the guts or wherewithal to do it. I guess I'll have to look to Dad for inspiration. [I know this is making no sense, but if something comes of it, I'm sure I'll be writing more later.]
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
January
For me, January is always is bit of a bore. After the excitement of the holidays, and the anticipation that comes with Christmas and New Years, I find that January brings the doldrums. So, this year, I decided to plan a vacation. Yep, Jeff and I are going back to Maui. Maybe I'm being a tiny bit frivolous, but you only live once. Right now, we have no kids, we both have good jobs, and we can afford to spoil ourselves, so why not? (Please, if you have an answer to that, keep it to yourself.)
We'll be staying in Kihei, Maui at the Kauhale Makai (aka Village by the Sea) Condominium Complex. The one-bedroom condo is on the ground floor and overlooks the pool and garden area. The complex sits right on the beach...it's not a great swimming beach, but is excellent for walking, sunsets and whale and windsurfer-watching. There are great swimming and snorkeling beaches a couple of miles down the road. We'll have a car, so there won't be any problems getting there. We'll also be taking a side trip to Oahu, where we'll give our respects to the sunken ships of Pearl Harbor and tour the rest of the island.
My plan is to remember my trip in my blog. Jeff thinks I'm the biggest NERD in the world, but I can't wait to document our vacation! I'm going to take pictures, and narrate the whole thing. You lucky readers....
We'll be staying in Kihei, Maui at the Kauhale Makai (aka Village by the Sea) Condominium Complex. The one-bedroom condo is on the ground floor and overlooks the pool and garden area. The complex sits right on the beach...it's not a great swimming beach, but is excellent for walking, sunsets and whale and windsurfer-watching. There are great swimming and snorkeling beaches a couple of miles down the road. We'll have a car, so there won't be any problems getting there. We'll also be taking a side trip to Oahu, where we'll give our respects to the sunken ships of Pearl Harbor and tour the rest of the island.
My plan is to remember my trip in my blog. Jeff thinks I'm the biggest NERD in the world, but I can't wait to document our vacation! I'm going to take pictures, and narrate the whole thing. You lucky readers....
Friday, January 05, 2007
Three Glorious Years
Okay, so I'm laughing a little bit here. Jeff and I just had our 3rd wedding anniversary (married on 1/3/04). So, on Wednesday morning, I told Jeffy, "Happy Anniversary." He then said, "Yep, three glorious years." I told him that he shouldn't be so sarcastic.
All joking aside, our first three years of marriage were pretty good. Personally, I like being married...coming home to Jeff every night makes for a very nice life.
All joking aside, our first three years of marriage were pretty good. Personally, I like being married...coming home to Jeff every night makes for a very nice life.
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